旧故事 - 最后的华尔兹

最后的华尔兹

最后的那一支舞
最后那支华尔兹舞
最后的交流
最后的沟通

听着人家的赞美我们是最出色的那一对
心里完全不是滋味
总觉得人家说的不是我们
我只为了跳而跳
不是为了表演
不是为了任何的事情
就是要完成我苦练的一支舞

为了这一支舞
完全还是菜鸟的我在每一次的排练免不了的被骂
不是舞步错误百出
就是时间，排子出错
不甘心的一次又一次的自己练
哪怕练到旧伤复发，再加上新伤

表演前所发生的事情完全的影响了自己的心情
因为如此反而更加的逼着自己不去想任何的事
一次又一次的面对镜子，在毫无舞伴的情况下练着步伐
很多时候真的很想落跑
但是。。

表演的那天
完全的封闭自己的心情
抱着只想好好的跳一支舞的心态出场
苦练的结果终于得着回报
不期望很好，
只希望不出任何的错误

那一支舞成了我们最后的一支
我们之间的沟通也就在那天划下句号
从那天开始
我们就成了对方最熟悉的陌生人
在各自的道路持续的走下去
不同的是
那晚前后所发生的事都完全的被我尘封了起来
在人面前不再提起
我选择了 - 沉默完全的沉默来回应一切
一直到最近才被我解封

有些人开始觉得我拿我的头发来开刀
应该是想从新来过
坦白的说
我没想那么多

我解封只是想找人倾诉当年
我的决定早在那时铁下了心
不再允许任何的人窥窃我的内心

两年前我的心里的话
一直到今天才找到一首歌

词曲：黄雪婷

我和你

想着你 心痛声更清晰
你远去天空都在哭泣
太多疑惑 纠结在心里不能抽理
我恨自己 躲在回忆等你

.. 黑暗里 关不掉思念你
数回忆喜怒哀乐有你
我并不是真的不喜欢把你忘记
太多伤痕 让我选择放弃

我爱你
都只差一尺的距离
想靠近却力不从心

抹不掉曾经
让过去的自己伤了你

我和你
不得已走到这里
少了你只剩下空气

能否装失忆
我们分开旅行去痊愈
爱不去 我和你

3 年后的首帖

我可以很肯定的告诉你

这个地方，绝对还没就这样死去。。

要复活咯。。

看着这么多年来这部落格从个人事迹到后期的音乐歌词分享

接下来会是什么转变呢？

黄雪婷sNOw 请勿打扰

城市喧囂 
捂住耳朵想逃
請勿打擾

不去打攪
安靜假裝多好
笑我自找

像被戴上了口罩
掩飾住我的失笑
用沉默代勞

不知道要多少自尋煩惱才明了
我努力的討好原來是一種打擾
我斬斷思念的纏繞
不再計劃你給的太少

不知道要多少冷眼旁觀才明了
我用力的討好原來是一種打擾
我不要昨日的擁抱
總有一天活得比你好 比你好

祝我生日快乐

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点 　　
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄 　　
只要关上了门不必理谁 　　
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面 　　
手机让它休息一夜 　　
难,想切歌切掉回忆的画面 　　
眼泪不能流过十二点 　　
生日快乐 　　
我对自己说 　　
蜡烛点了 　　
寂寞亮了 　　
生日快乐 　　
泪也融了 　　
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切 　　
还爱你 带一点恨 　　
还要时间 　　
才能平衡 　　
热恋伤痕 　　
幻灭重生 　　
祝我生日快乐

2012 的写照

哇佬！ 朋友们都来一个大玩笑。。 才3月。。 竟然收到7个的结婚喜帖！

笨笨

在这里，除了之前的那首Doraemon,
这里还有很好听的歌
:)




笨笨的你
遇上了坏坏的他
他总是会
说一些没有逻辑的话
而你也会
心甘情愿的当起了傻瓜

Oh…oh...oh… Aiyo
我的小宝贝
期待你的芭蕾
我会乘坐纸飞机 
对你说 在这里还有我

oh..oh.. 笨笨的你对我来说最完美
这一切都没有包含着虚伪
生活因为有了傻傻的你 让我看见单纯的美

笨笨让你的世界变得最美
就算哭眼泪也不会太狼狈
生活压力都会变得OK
让我听见你大声说
 I’m ok

Doraemon

哆啦A 梦
词曲：黄雪婷

a ri ga tou go za i ma su
就是你们了 不要再偷偷的说 
是哪个哪个 感觉会很啰嗦
爱的拥抱 不能错过

就是你们的 无厘
做作眼神
发掘了我 自信的动作

你们是哆啦A梦 什么都有
一直陪在我左右
我看见你手心大大的写着加油
红色牌子的sa lang he yo

你们是哆啦A梦
热情照旧 承诺不必打勾勾
一起在生活里不断地寻找自由
向快乐呐喊su gi dai yo

最近开始疯狂的迷上了这位本地创作歌手　－　黄雪婷

很巧的，和我的一位朋友同名同姓

 在偶然的情况下进入我常到的餐厅

然后当时的驻唱歌手的其中一位就是她

听到了这首歌，

上网完全找不到，

才发现。。

那是她的歌曲。　

那时候开始，泡在YouTube里疯狂的听着她的歌。。　

好多好多好好听的歌

歌词写的很不错

接下来的几天，

竟然到处去捧场

那些年，我们一起追的女孩 - 那些年(胡夏)

那些年，我们一起追的女孩 - 那些年(胡夏)

那些年，我们一起追的女孩电影主题曲
作曲：木村充利
填词：九把刀

又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后　故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合　你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你　拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你　告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你紧紧抱着你

My fav part of the song ..

"Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, baby, it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games,
I just want her back, I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed And set this house on fire
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie "

Above are the part of the lyrics i actually like most from the song "Love The Way You Lie"

:)

Desa Park City

Just some pictures .. went to Desa Park City recently and took some pictures .. :)

1st time..

Got my 1st time performing Salsa dance on a birthday + wedding anniversary dinner.

I got invited by one of my dance mate, she ask me to become her partner and perform a Salsa routine during their parents birthday and wedding anniversary dinner. I was quite shocked and felt honored to got their invites.

Well, is my 1st time doing a performance out of studio ppl around. This time have to perform in front of everyone that I mostly that I do not know.

And is only 2 couples, my another dance mate partner with the sisters that invite us ..

I was very nervous on that day, when the time gets nearer, clock ticking, and my heartbeat goes faster and faster. Never know I will be that nervous.

But hey, despite some hic cup during the performance or rather some small accident and mistakes, everything was ok :) Here are some pics from them :)

The stage for our performance ..

My beautiful fellow dance mates and me :) the one doing a peace sign is my partner for the night .. :) I look blur and tired :P

Blur ..

Blur
Sometimes my vision is blur,
sometimes I cant see things properly
Sometimes I can think properly
Sometimes I get confuse ..
Sometimes I not myself
Sometimes I do not know what I want
Sometimes ..

So many sometimes ..

Will you guide me? Help me? Walked with me? Care me?

:)

ps: just typing it out randomly after looking at the pictures. NOT speaking bout any other thing else.

This is what I wanna say.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well, that's alright because
I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is,
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it,
The more I suffer I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fuckin' hates me, and I love it
Wait, where you going? I'm leaving you, no, you ain't
Come back, we're running right back, here we go again
It's so insane, 'cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back
She's Lois Lane but when it's bad, it's awful,
I feel so ashamed I snap, "Who's that dude?",
I don't even know his name I laid hands on her,
I never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well, that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you're gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each others face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each others hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em
It's the race that took over, it controls you both
So they say you'd best to go your separate ways, guess that they don't know ya
'Cause today, that was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I
love the way you lie I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, baby, it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games,
I just want her back, I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed And set this house on fire
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

Something for myself

Just a song for myself.

August Update ..

It has been awhile .. so now lets just have a lil update.

The 6th Studio Anniversary Dinner and Dance has done, this year I did not perform Salsa, Merengue and Bachata like what I've done last year. This year I did perform Ballroom Waltz routine. The one and only I've perform. Other than that, nothing else, I was running around busy taking pictures, oh yeah, the official photographer this time.

And yes, this year, I din really do much of Salsa, I start learning new stuff which is Ballroom dance. Waltz, Tango, Rhythm .. so far that is the 3 I've learned. But definitely no where near good in any of those.

Other than that, nothing else diff from last time .. :) stil the same old me.

There .. will just stop here, because I simply can't think of anything else to update.